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Queen of the Faerie Cakes!
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[15 Feb 2006|05:19pm] |
Made friends only to keep out the trolls! want to know my exciting life? please comment to be added:)
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[14 Feb 2006|04:57pm] |
now im upset im eating too much and i've burnt my tongue!
seriously fucked off! tired, miserable and HATe feeling like that and letting a few nasty bullies ruin my diet (ok it was ruined friday but you know what i mean!)
gym and that women's bla tomorrow.
GYM = YAY!
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[14 Feb 2006|03:22pm] |
parentals came, we took cats to vet, cats are shotted. plumber is a rude cunt he has to come back thursday but i didn't apprecaite his sarcastic, will you be up, attitude. for all he knows i have insomnia/work nights and that's why i don't like mornings!
damn tired. just got up after going back to bed. had mr kitty cuddled with me (aw) too tired for xcourse tonight i think
mr kittys fat. its offical! but have him on a diet so we shall see what we can do
its cold.
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[13 Feb 2006|08:17pm] |
little grr at myself because of the crap i've eaten last few days and i am STILL eating today. it just seems that i still have a diet/nondiet head, although at the mo my nondiet head is still aware that it is only temporary and therefore i won't be pigging out again to the full extent (pizza, choc, crips,s cake) but i am still snakcing a lot tonight, and then i will have all this food left to try and eat over the next few days that my parents brought. i hate having food lying around that i feel pressured to eat cos i hate to waste it!
and feel bad at myself for having brougth muffins and things. sigh. roll on wedsday and the gym, and it hink i will be throwing out anything i've not eaten by then cos i can't have the junk around and feel diety and good.
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[13 Feb 2006|07:00pm] |
parentals arrived. mum and dad liked my pin. we went to ikea, ordered amttresses. they will come wedsday. EARLY befor ei have to run off and be bored at the women's centre.
going to order maybe 25 of my books in, to sell on amazon.co.uk, whitby, stuff like that.
dad thinks i look a lot better, weight loss wise. mum doing her usual, be careful!
so yeah. got a tonne of stuff to unpack. ate FAR too much and can't get to gym for another two days and reconsidering this councilling lark. just not sure i can care about whiney people and their drivel! *shrug* feeling cynical.
and mum said the fantasy writers poll thing was unfair (cos i told her) so yeah :) only some evil troll on there thought the owner of the site should't win! cos even my mum thinks she should. i am hoping she did at the last minute :)
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[12 Feb 2006|08:26pm] |
trying to do a cafepress shop but i am clearly an idiot cos i have no fucking idea what i am doing. i domt' know how to edit the pics to fit on it, i have no idea how to make products properly. its crap!
BUT i can order as many items for myself as i want, with my own image, to then sell on at whitby and so on, so that's something.
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[12 Feb 2006|04:08pm] |
mr kitty keeps farting! jesus! its so stinky!
novel coming along, although still have to fix end of ten for not working properly.
parents up tomorrow. no gyum for me and i have eaten SO much! i seem to be in this state where im not dieting BUT not binging either. which is good! because usually its either or, and i overeat or constantly feel diet guilt, but now i am at a, i want it, i will eat it, type place. because i know i will work it off at the gym wedsday and friday, and that it doesn't ruin my diet, and that i can have some biscuits with my tea without then destroying everytuing and having to make myself more angry by eating choc and so on!
so yeah. feel like my head has turned a corner! :)
guess it helps that i won't get weighed for two weeks! gives me time to loose whatever i may gain over these few days. :)
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[12 Feb 2006|12:58pm] |
been paid for my mednya's choice story! 40 quid (97 candian dollars) so yay! be out soon and hopefully some of you will buy a copy and stuff. proper mag you know!
and my midnight market story made it through slush pile. will see if it gets accepted in teh end. so thanks for everyone who helped with that
all money raised through the fran writing foundation goes towards the fran promoting her novel foundation in the vague hope that i can make more from that than my stories. (ive put up some affiliates on my website in the vague hope of generating even more cash)
cos GOD i will be pissed off if i do a lot of marketting and don't make back the money spend. cos think of all teh stuff i could have brought with that cash! 40 quid buys a fair bit of pointless crap you know! :)
hmm. anyone got some fund raising ideas that i can do, through my website or something, to raise cash for novel promotion?
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[11 Feb 2006|09:19pm] |
fantasy writers ate my novel! :( book 3 at least. mega fuck up :(
but might be just as well. the mag eburning, it doesn't work. i wrote it, tried it out, its niggling me, its not right. not sure if it is the idea or teh way i handled it, consideriing i rushed it out. i need something, and i want to link it to the conversation overheard in book 2, but at the same time, it feels so out of the blue, so lets get rid of these characters so this other thing can happen. BUT in the real world the other thing is more likely to happen IF said characters are out the way. and it feels awkward
i mean, oh look a town, oh shit they're going to burn this child! maybe we should save him, maybe not. ok lets buy him out
its clearly not right. i need a different tact perhjaps. a different angle? i can easily change the conversation in 2, to reflect whatever i do in 3, but it still has tobe something revolving around silver, and the only thing that annoys him is the way mages are treated in the kingdom they are in. so it would make sense that something invovling mages happens, right? but this really doesn't work. i hat enot having ideas in my head on how to fix it. but its definetly wrong. i can feel that. its been bugging me all day.
and its been eaten by the website anyway! :(
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[11 Feb 2006|06:13pm] |
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sorry i didn't add more days on my gym poll guys! am jealous of those of you who go more often! i keep meaning to go four days a week, but i can't stand the idea of nothing but cardio. i love my weights so much! :)
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[11 Feb 2006|05:07pm] |
sims bored me, so i made a gym poll! cos i know a fair few of you go, just thought i'd see what you got up to
im nosey :)
Poll #671274 do you go to the gym?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: Alldo you go to the gym? how often? what do you like to do there? addicited? how long you been going for?
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[11 Feb 2006|04:07pm] |
show on a cable channel this week about a girl in texas who fought for sex ed to be taught in her school. i find that SO amazing that the schools forbid it. yes religious town, but not EVERYONE there will be christian! and they had such a high rate of teenage pregnancies you'd think the authorities would have, just once, thought, fuck thsi isn't working! but no. its more of that naive refusal to accept truth/logic that some people have with their religion. should be interesting, in a frusteating way. its just baffling to me that there is no sex ed.
they obviously must teacgh SOMETHING, they would have to, to explain periods and so on to the girls. and then they push abstaince over condoms and everything else. *rolls eyes* truly is crazy if you ask me. and disturbs me that allt hose kids are just waiting for marriage before they have sex. how are they going to manage first night if no one knows what to do?
its just a lot of women having babies and loosing their life, that's what absintance education leads to. so good for this girl, and if i remember, i will watch!
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[10 Feb 2006|08:18pm] |
damn well craving apple cake! it seems to be a weekend thing, it really does!
ordered my jester out of the wrong paypal account, so had to switch cash over, but it shouldn't make a difference when it comes to shipping it, im sure. cos it has a transaction id on it, and so did the order through the company.
jester! :)
tired. gym takes it out of me
hope parents found those dumbbells! really want to tighten up my flabby arms. don't want to have wings when i can't fly, after all!
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[10 Feb 2006|04:34pm] |
LOOK AT THE TURTLE!
another 3 pounds off in thsi week alone. cos last week was my bad, i didn't gym and ate chinese food and made cake, week. so am DAMN pleased about this.
tho worried that i am not eating enough to maintain this and stop my body starving
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[09 Feb 2006|06:36pm] |
Another part of my sim out of time story! (yep, this thing is NEVER ending and invovles more births than a wildlife show about bunnies!)
http://faerie-sims.livejournal.com/profile
my journal so you can see earlier accounts, should you want to!
its also shorter than the others. you'll see why at the end (cos the enxt part of the story will be about the after effects of the ending episode :) )
( Read more... )
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[09 Feb 2006|05:15pm] |
anyhoo bonking neighbours aside, am feeling good. KNOW i have lost weight this week (well so my crappy scales tell me!)
novel is going onwards, not sure where its going, and its rather odd having dale thinking about tev, and getting all crushy, cos i am writing about him the way I felt all those years ago i last had a crush (it was 2 or so, and on stephan.) still afraid i am writing too much abotu it, but am going to concentrate on the, FINISH IT FIRST thing and then edit it later. rather than make it perfect as i go, which is silly
asshole landlord arranges the plumber guy himself. meant to call, or something about fixing it. yeah right. he NEVER does what he is supposed to, just turns up and says, appointments been nmade qwhen i have been told another time alotgether. and i DO NOT want him here when im here because he NEVER listesnt o me or does his job properly and he's a sexist asshole. parents are up monday, want him to come then, when my dad can make sure he DOES HIS JOB! cunty sexist asshole tosser (the plumber not my dad!)
so yeah. in a good mood! :) feeling all bouncy! gym tomorrow, fingers crossed the scales are right and i have shrunk. hopefully i can think of something else to write about to push this chapter along cos i am not sure i want tev and dale getting it on so soon! its gone from instant fuckifcation, to wanting to drag it out a bit, but its hard when you're running out of things to have them do!
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[09 Feb 2006|12:28pm] |
had to listen to scank whore and her rotuine again in the middle of the night. she needs slapping. SERIOUSL! how can ANYONE fuck women when they make that much noise! if i was a man i'd find that a total turn on. i like things quiet and secretive and personal. fucking someone screeching away would make me very unsettled. like bonking a banshee
she needs a slap!
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